Nothing

Nothing...

Nothing but a friend...
I am no more than a guy,
that you can talk to everyday...

Never...

Never together...
I realized that there won't
be a time that this will happen...

Nothing...
Never...

No day was a gloomy day
everytime I see you...
No day was a happy day
when I can't feel you...

The source of my happiness...
The reason for my existence...

Zip, Zero, Goner, Empty...
None...
Nothing...
Never...

I know I have made mistakes...
I know I should not hope for anything...
I know I could not stop my feelings...
I know I would not benefit from this...

But then again, emotions failed me...
Destroyed me once again...

It is a never ending cycle...
Feelings keep coming back...
The mind never overcame the heart...
Nothing was worth fighting for...

But like always...
I am a friend...
I always assure that
I am a friend worth keeping...

It has been proven...
A lot told me this...
"You are a great friend..."
"The girl you will love would
have been so lucky to have you..."

So many lines...
None of them for believing...

I'n not sure though...
I don't know...
But there's one person who I believe...
She said something that I will never forget...
"You're so much better to me
as a friend than a boyfriend..."

Perhaps that's what fate leads me to...
A friend...
A good friend...
A very good friend...

And perhaps...
...nothing...but a friend...